Below is the first of, we hope many, “Where I am Going” poems. Please send us some and we will make a collection!
Where I Am Going
Kay Thompson Fields
I am going inwards, in search of my authentic self,
tired of running the roads, heavy loads, punctuality,
accountability to others, weary of life as connect
the dots activity, a continuous challenge to hatch
new plots, schemes, chase elusive futile dreams.
Inside me is where I choose
to be, so much rich ore to be mined
from my mother lode, so many poems
to savor, countless words to write
spiced with my personal flavor. No
more time to waste outside my own space.
Acquired all I need
with reckless, heedless speed,
now perched in my own nest, I
will curate the best, donate what fails
to resonate or delight. To read at
will, to contemplate, to dream both
day and night, no more flight from hindsight.
I have arrived at last at my destination.
All hail, hours spent in quiet contemplation.
I am From Project
This is a lovely email from Lee Ballinger and the connection he draws with Vijay Gupta..and with Dvorak’s music. “I was the son of poor parents and was raised in an atmosphere of struggle and endeavor”..(Dvorak)
And too, Lee’s thought at the end of his email:
“As so many of us despair at the brutality of DACA’s repeal, the continued brutality against Black and Native people, perhaps we might play Dvorak’s music with a bit more despair, a bit more wildness, and the clear knowledge that America will always be a process towards finding what might be our own moral symphony for a new world.”
Let us find the music to go with the I Am From poems, and play it with “despair, wildness and a sense of our moral symphony.”
Thought you might have ideas on how to connect with the New York Philharmonic’s season long city-wide project revolving around Dvorak’s “New World Symphony” and its theme of “home.”
Here is my friend Vijay Gupta, violinist with the LA Philharmonic, on the New World Symphony. If you wanted to use his comments in some way, you can reach him on Facebook.
Gupta began a September 6 Facebook post by quoting the Czech composer Anton Dvorak on living in America:
“…And so, it is very wild here, and sometimes very sad, sad to despair.”
“If in my own career I have achieved a measure of success and reward, it is to some extent due to the fact that I was the son of poor parents and was reared in an atmosphere of struggle and endeavor.”
Vijay Gupta continues: Thoughts as I play my last Hollywood Bowl concert this season: Dvorak, a short, poor, Bohemian man tasked with finding an ‘American’ sound in post-Civil war America, composed much of the revered New World Symphony in rural Iowa, reflecting on his experiences with Black and Native people. He also spent much of his life creating ways for Black musicians to find their own uniquely American voice.
What would Dvorak’s New World Symphony be today?
As so many of us despair at the brutality of DACA’s repeal, the continued brutality against Black and Native people, perhaps we might play Dvorak’s music with a bit more despair, a bit more wildness, and the clear knowledge that America will always be a process towards finding what might be our own moral symphony for a new world.
We are encouraged by the response on facebook as well as the website for the I AM FROM Project. Your poems, comments, ideas, excitement means the project is on its way.
We have rethought the April date for our action and want to push ahead some months to plan for the 2018 elections. Given our work schedules and teaching schedules we would like to aim for the fall of 2018 to get I Am From poems, marches, lobbying efforts and other creative interpretations to our congress men and women, to the President and to local officeholders.
Ideas for this push can be reading poems in the local offices of our congress people as well as candidates running for office. Those vying for positions as mayors, council men and women, and state officials would be excellent people to present with a reading, scroll or booklet. We also hope to be a presence at the Mabel Dodge Festival, October 2108.
We can still work on putting the poems that we have been collecting into a book that can be carried and left at strategic parts of our cities and towns. If anyone has connections to publishing or has done self- publishing, please email email@example.com We have been collecting them as they come in so have the beginning of a fine publication.
We especially want to encourage teachers, community leaders, and artists to use a “Where I am From” poem on the website to get your classes, clients, workers, to write and send in poems. We can archive them, having them ready for whatever project comes along. If you use the poems in any activities and can take a photo or video of those activities, please do and send them along to the email.
We have been aware that immigrants who may be undocumented might not want their names attached to what they send. That is fine with us. You can be anonymous. We know these are times of great uncertainty and insecurity among many of our citizens and want to acknowledge this, while hoping you feel comfortable sending your poems along to us. We value your voices.
Here is a link to a radio interview George Ella Lyon and I did for the National Writing Project. Scroll down…A great project and a fine chance to speak to a large audience.
More and more people are joining the site, the facebook page, sending poems. Keep it going!