Where I am from
By: Johanna Ellerbe Cabrera
I am from beaches that nourish your soul
and hurricanes that blow your mind, roof and floor boards
I am from tiny ants bubbling over sweet bread crumbs
dropped on Mami’s immaculate front porch
I am from tree climbing cousins that
introduced me to honied mangos and quenepas
I am from an unmentioned town
that no one knows about
until they need a Caribbean getaway
I am from Lela’s blissful kitchen and rosary schedule
I am from rice and bean dinners ready by midday and “you better clean that plate”
I come from the strongest women I have ever met,
their prayers and praises
to “go to school”, because “you are smart”
But choose a career suited for a woman, and choose a career for a mother
I come from words so honest they stab your soul for decades
and curses so loud they cure any ailments
I come from Vicks rubbed on your chest so you can breathe
and on your cuts so they can heal
I am from Sundays are for church and “damn it, sit still”
I am from my tribes’ prayers and tears,
I am from thick, thick, love and pasteles for breakfast
I am from poverty I did not know existed until I left home
and street games that we played barefoot
I am from rivers deep and muddy
shells for necklaces, and my flag on everything.